Ada Pasang, Ada Surutnya

BAHASA MELAYU

Sejak aku memberanikan diri meluahkan isi hati aku yang selama ini aku pendam, keakraban dan kenakalan kami lebih daripada biasa. Dari panggilan 'Bear' dan 'Meow', kepada yang lebih mesra, 'Bie' dan 'Sayang'. Tidak lekang telefon kami di tangan saat menyapa antara satu sama lain setiap hari. Seboleh-bolehnya mencari masa kerana ingin berbual lama walaupun agak sibuk pada waktu itu. Kadang-kala, kami bernakalan sehingga lewat pagi buta, malah adakalanya sepantas kilat kami mengucapkan kata-kata sapaan sejurus sahaja bangun dari tidur. "Betul-betul kami diangau percintaan yang kuat", fikirku sambil terukir senyuman di pipiku tanda gembira. Semestinyalah, aku akan berasa amat sangap setiap kali bermesej dengannya. Ada satu hari itu tatkala aku sedang berborak dengnnya sambil baring di atas katil, tak sedar jari-jemari sudah rancak menari-nari di kedua-dua putingku. Sudahlah aku amat sensitif dibahagian itu, tak semena-mena kesangapanku kian kuat meraung, malah batangku mulai berdenyut-denyut seperti ingin dibelai sehingga termuntah cairan putih likat dari lubang kecilnya. Sedangkan, kami hanya berbual kosong sahaja. Mungkin kerana aku rindu dan ingin berkasih-sayang dengannya secara bersemuka. Ya, kami tidaklah tinggal berdekatan antara satu sama lain. Sayangku berada di tanah utara manakala aku berada di wilayah selatan semenanjung. Beberapa kali jugalah ingin aku bertemu dengannya, namun sentiasa ada dugaan. Aku yang masih belajar, bertimbun-timbun tugasan kerja yang perlu disiapkan, manakala si dia sibuk dengan kerjaya dan hobinya sebagai tenaga pengajar zumba salsation.

Teringat aku masa mula-mula dia berkongsikan gambar pertamanya denganku.Pada waktu itu dia ke Kuala Lumpur kerana kumpulannya jemputan ke acara zumba di sana. Sewaktu dia sudah selesai sesi latihan,lalu dia pun pulang ke hotelnya. Setelah selesai membersihkan diri, dia mula menyapa aku di Whatsapp. Seperti biasa, kami pun sibuklah berbual-bual sehinggalah tidak perasan yang kami sudah pun memasuki bab BDSM. "Kalau bie nak bdsm sayang, apa yang bie nak buat nanti", soalnya padaku. Kami pun mula berangan-angan yang kami dalam adegan di mana si dia aku ikat kedua-dua tangan ke atas dan kakinya ke bucu-bucu katil secara mengepak seperti huruf 'X'. Dengan dia yang masih berbaju kemeja leher-V kegemaranku, dan berseluar sukan kapas, aku pun mulalah cerita beranganku yang aku meraba-raba dadanya. Kelihatan benjolan kedua-dua putingnya di sebalik baju itu. Dengan kesangapan, aku terus menggentel puting kirinya manakala puting kanannya aku jilat tanpa henti. Habis dibasahi air liurku pada bajunya di kawasan dada kanannya, lalu aku menukar pula ke puting kiri lalu memainkan lidahku. "Eerrgghh aarrgghh sedap bie", katanya dalam kenikmatan. Kemudian dengan perlahan-lahan aku membuka baju dan seluarnya setelah puas kuraba, sehingga hanya seluar dalam berwarna ungu sahaja yang menutupi celah kangkangnya yang kelihatan benjolan padat itu. Aku pun mulalah berkata yang aku meraba-raba benjolan itu, menjilat-jilatnya sambil tanganku rancak menggentel puting-putingnya. Setiap balasannya pastilah dengan nada yang kesangapan, kenikmatan beserta emoji '🤤' penuh dia hantarkan. Aku menaikkan lagi suasana itu dengan membuka seluar dalam itu, terlihatlah batangnya yang mencanak tegang dihiasi bulu-bulu tebal dipangkalnya. "Sayang pangkas kemas tau bulu sayang", sempat lagi dia mencelah. Aku pun teruskan penceritaanku dengan meramas-ramas telurnya sambil lidahku jilat-menjilati kepala sehingga ke pangkal batangnya. Silih-berganti aku mengkolom dan menjilat semula sambil tanganku rancak pula bermain-main lubang punggungnya. Masing-masing sudah kesangapan, apatah lagi aku yang dari tadi sibuk menggentel-gentel putingku.

Tidak sempat aku tamatkan, dia memintaku untuk berhenti kerana rakan kumpulannya mengajak dia keluar makan. Aku pun okay sahaja. Namun sebelum itu, aku memberanikan diri untuk memintanya untuk menghantar gambarnya dalam posisi 'expose' dan bogel. Dia pun okay sahaja, lalu dalam beberapa minit satu gambar telah dihantar kepadaku. Tersangat jelas gambarnya tanpa seurat benang pun ditubuhnya yang berkulit sawo matang itu. Mukanya memang ada campuran cina-siam yang membuatkannya lebih kepada comel berbanding kacak. "Sesuailah dengan tubuhnya seperti anak kecil", gurauku dalam hati. Dalam posisi dia duduk di tepi katil, lalu kedua-dua tangannya diangkat ke belakang kepalanya sehingga menampakkan ketiaknya yang agak mulus itu. Kedua-dua putingnya berwarna perang yang agak muda terlihat menonjol seperti dalam kesangapan. Diperutnya, terlihat beberapa bulu-bulu halus yang tumbuh sehingga mengelilingi pusatnya. Malah, satu tahi lalat juga elok berada di bawah pusatnya itu. Kakinya yang duduk mengangkang memperlihatkan celahannya, dimana dapat kulihat batangnya yang perang bersama kepalanya yang berwarna merah jambu. Terdapat juga beberapa bulu ari-ari yang sudah dipangkas kemas masih elok tumbuh dipangkalnya. Kedua-dua telurnya yang bersaiz seperti bola tennis juga elok layut dibawah batangnya, seperti menggodaku untuk meramas mereka sekuat-kuatnya. Inilah pertama kali aku melihat tubuhnya yang bogel itu. Terkesima aku melihat tubuhnya yang penuh kesempurnaan dan sado 'slim' itu. Ingin sahaja aku memecut laju ke KL untuk mendakap tubuhnya. Dalam hatiku terasa amat beruntung kerana berpeluang untuk mencintainya yang penuh kesempurnaan itu. "Wah, sadonya sayang. Terbaik ni kalau dapat. Terima kasih sayang, ni yang bie makin sayang dekat sayang ni. Aauumm aauumm", balasku setelah itu. "Sama-sama bie, sayang tak sado lah. 'slim' je bie. Okaylah, nak gerak ni. Malam ni kita sembang lagi", balasnya. "Baik sayang, hati-hati tau", kataku lalu menamatkan sembang kami pada petang menanti senja itu. Bila dibaca semula perbualan kami itu, aku berasa sangat gembira, malah terasa kebosanan pada waktu itu hilang serta-merta.

Namun, langit tidaklah selalunya cerah. Pasti akan ada rintik-rintik hujan yang membasahi kami selama berpasangan sebagai kekasih ini. Adakalanya, perkara remeh juga menyebabkan masing-masing bermasam muka. Ada satu ketika, sewaktu kita orang merancang untuk berjumpa, aku pun mengutarakan mengenai sesi BDSM yang aku akan buat padanya nanti. Dia juga sebelum ini okay sahaja dengan apa yang aku inginkan, malah dia juga minat BDSM, yakni lebih kepada sepit puting dan ikat-mengikat. Itulah perancangan seksaan utama yang aku akan buat padanya waktu itu. Namun, alangkah terkejutnya aku dengan tiba-tiba dia menolak rancangan aku itu. Aku pun bertanyalah sebabnya. "Sayang sebenarnya tak minat BDSM ni", jawabnya. Aku dengan perasaan agak kecewa pun berkata "Tapi sayang sebelum ni kata okay je. Siap terima je bie ikat, sebat, sepit puting sayang". Barulah aku tahu yang sebelum ini dia hanya ikut sahaja keinginan aku walaupun sanggup berdusta sebegitu. "Alahai, kenapa tak bagitau je terus terang? Tak ada lah nanti bie teruja nak buat", balasku. Punyalah aku begitu teruja untuk pertama kalinya nak buat adegan BDSM, apatah lagi dengan kesayangan aku ini, sekali dia tolak pula. Aku pun mulalah naik angin. Terlalu kuat rasa kecewa ini. Apabila aku mula tunjuk sedikit marahku, mulalah dia suruh aku cari yang lain lah, aku dah tak sayang dialah. Sehinggalah satu tahap, kami pun sudah tidak bermesej lagi. Hari berganti minggu, minggu ke bulan, masih juga kami dengan ego kami untuk berdiamkan diri. Tapi, ia tidaklah berkekalan lama. Apabila amarah masing-masing sudah mulai reda, dia pon mesej pada aku untuk minta maaf dan ingin kmi bersama lagi. Aku pun okay sahaja dan juga meminta maaf kerana memarahinya. Tak mahu lagi peristiwa lama berlaku kembali, lagi pula aku juga dah sayang sangat-sangat dengannya.

M.N.A_97

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Ever since I dared to express the love of my heart that I had hidden all this time, our intimacy and mischief were more than usual. From the calls 'Bear' and 'Meow', to the more like, 'Bie' and 'Sayang'. We always stick to our phones in our hands whenever we greeting each other every day. I would find time because I want to chat with him as much as possible even if I am quite busy at that time. Sometimes, we are being naughty until late in the morning, and sometimes we are quick to say greetings as soon as we wake up. "We really have a strong love", I thought as a smile was etched on my cheeks as a sign of happiness. Of course, I will feel very happy every time I message him. There was that one day when I was chatting with him while lying on the bed, not realizing that my fingers were dancing briskly on both my nipples. I'm already very sensitive in that part, it cause that my cock is moaning louder and louder, even my cock started throbbing as if it wanted to be caressed until a viscous white liquid spewed from its small hole. Maybe because I miss him and want to make love with him face to face. Yes, we don't live near each other. My love is in the northern land while I am in the southern region of the peninsula. Several times I also wanted to meet him, but there were always obstacle coming. I'm still studying, piled up with work assignments that need to be completed, while he's busy with his career and hobby as a salsa zumba instructor.

I remember the first time he shared his first picture with me. At that time he went to Kuala Lumpur because his group was invited to a zumba event there. When he finished the training session, he went back to his hotel. After finishing cleaning himself, he started greeting me on Whatsapp. As usual, we were so busy chatting that we didn't notice that we had already entered the BDSM chapter. "If you want to bdsm my dear, what do you want to do later", he asked me. We started dreaming that we were in the scene where I tied both his hands up and his legs to the corners of the bed in a flapping manner like the letter 'X'. With him still wearing my favorite V-neck shirt, and cotton sports pants, I started groped his chest. You can see the lumps of both nipples behind the shirt. With eagerness, I continued to knead his left nipple while I licked his right nipple with non-stop. After my saliva wet his shirt on his right chest area, then I changed to his left nipple and played with my tongue. "Eerrgghh aarrgghh so delicious, honey", he said in enjoyment. Then slowly I opened his shirt and pants after I was satisfied, until only the purple underwear covered the gap between his crotch which looked like a dense lump. I started to say that I felt the lump, licked it while my hands vigorously kneaded the nipples. Every reply must be with a cheerful tone, full of enjoyment and '🤤' emoji he sends. I raised the mood again by opening the underwear, I could see his erect, tense cock decorated with thick hairs at the base. "Darling, I had cut my pubic hair neatly, darling", he interrupted again. I continued my story by squeezing his balls while my tongue licked the head to the base of the dick. I alternately stroked and licked again while my hands playfully played with his butthole. Each of us is already horny, not to mention I was still busy playing my nipples.

Before I could finish, he asked me to stop because his group mates ask him out to eat together outside. I'm okay too. But before that, I dared to ask him to send a picture of himself in an 'expose' and nude position. He was okay, then in a few minutes a picture was sent to me. The picture is very clear without even a thread on his tanned body. His face does have a mixture of Chinese and Siamese which makes him more cute than handsome. "His body like a child", I joked in my heart. In this position he sat on the edge of the bed, then both hands were raised behind his head to reveal his rather smooth armpits. Both of his nipples are brown in color that are quite young and stand out as if they are tensed up. On his stomach, several fine hairs could be seen growing up to surround his navel. In fact, a mole is also found to be below the navel. His legs were sitting cross-legged showing his cleavage, where I could see his brown dick with his pink cock's head. There are also some pubic hairs that have been neatly trimmed and still grow nicely at the base. His two balls, which are the size of tennis balls, also squirm under his dick, tempting me to squeeze them as hard as I can. This is the first time I see his naked body. I was amazed to see his body full of perfection and tough 'slim'. I fekt like I want to rush to KL to hug him. In my heart I feel very lucky because I had the opportunity to love him that full of perfection. "Wow, it's too nice my dear. I felt so much fortunate to have you. Thank you dear, this is why I love more and more to my dear. Aauumm aauumm", I replied after that. "No, it's not tough body. Just a slim, honey. Okay honey, I have to go right now. We'll talk again tonight", he replied. "Okay dear, just be careful at there", I said and ended our chat in that evening. When I re-read our conversation, I felt very happy, even my boredom at that time disappeared immediately.

However, the sky is not always clear. There will definitely be drops of rain that wet us during this period as lovers. Sometimes, trivial things also cause each other to frown. There was a time, when we were planning to meet, I mentioned about the BDSM session that I would do to him later. He was also previously okay with what I wanted, even he is also interested in BDSM, which is more about nipple clamps and tying. That was the main plan of torture that I would do to him at that time. However, how surprised I was when he suddenly rejected my plan. I asked why. "Honey, I'm not really interested in BDSM", he replied. I was a bit disappointed and said "But dear, before this, you said it's okay. You are ready to be tied, whip, pinch your nipples dear". Only then did I know that before he just followed my wishes even though he was willing to lie like that. "Oh, why don't you just tell me frankly? So I would not excited about it", I replied. I was so excited to do a BDSM scene for the first time, let alone with my love, before he refused. I started getting winded. This feeling of disappointment is too strong. When I started showing a little anger, he started telling me to find someone else, or I don't love him anymore. Up to a point, we didn't even text anymore. Days into weeks, weeks into months, we are still with our ego to keep quiet. But, it doesn't last long. When each other's anger started to subside, he sent me a message to apologize and want us to be together again. I was okay and also apologized for scolding him. I don't want the old events to happen again, and I also love him very much.

M.N.A_97